Grown Up

[Chorus]

So up, but I'm tryna tell myself

By my fourth cup

Steady tryna sell myself

That I'm grown up

Never when the moment

Really mattered, did I froze up

Analytics high, shoot my shot

Never boast up

I gotta move somethin'

I gota do somethin'

Before I sit in one place

I would lose somethin'

I am overstimulated

Then the blues hummin'

I know I also love

Playin' with the snooze button

[Verse 1]

Now it's drinks on me

But ain't nobody round here

Put their thanks on me

People that I thought

I'd share my wings with

Is busy takin' tithes

I'd bе there too

If I was still be in disguisе

Got this company

Now it's up for me

Now all a sudden

Everybody wanna come for me

When I was down

None of them people would comfort me

So tell me one more time

Why I should give a fuck for free?

[Bridge]

Can't find presence in that luxury

Can't find essence in that struggling

How does "so productive" feel?

I'm barely functioning

Is this the American dream

That they want for me?

[Chorus]

So up, but I'm tryna tell myself

By my fourth cup

Steady tryna sell myself

That I'm grown up

Never when the moment

Really mattered, did I froze up

Analytics high, shoot my shot

Never boast up

I gotta move somethin'

I gota do somethin'

Before I sit in one place

I would lose somethin'

I am overstimulated

Then the blues hummin'

I know I also love

Playin' with the snooze button