Window Cracked

[Chorus]

Keep the window cracked for me

I got one foot out the door

I don't know which move more brave

To stay or to explore

Keep the window cracked for me

If I jump, I might not live

But I can't bear to look outside

And see how high I is

[Verse 1]

Everybody wan' be special, but nobody wanna live special

Watchin' rappers' videos, they looks like kids' specials, yeah

No wonder all these dudes are slimy

'Twas the night before the death of real, I came in nick of timin'

I know I could get ahead if I could put some shit bеhind me

I'm from where thеy drink Olde English and they keep it grimy

So always been skeptical, kept the belly full

Of fear and trauma and a lotta shit that I just wouldn't address with you

Can't even sit alone and chill now

Am I even equipped to know what's real now?

When I'm alone, I want my friends

When I'm with friends, I want alone

Man, what the fuck's the deal now?

If I can't be with myself, how can you be with me?

Feel like I'm stuck in motion, I've had enough of copin'

I don't know if I'm meant to be here or there

If you knew the truth, I'd be too scared to hear it, damn

[Chorus]

Keep the window cracked for me

I got one foot out the door

I don't know which move more brave

To stay or to explore

Keep the window cracked for me

If I jump, I might not live

But I can't bear to look outside

And see how high I is

[Verse 2]

It's been a long journey

Spent some time workin' on me, but I'm not splurging

It used to be because I probably thought I was not worthy

Now the habit's so ingrained, it's just all blurry

Yeah, I don't want or need attachment

Guess that's why I always gotta leave the window cracked and

Just let a draft in

But I ain't jumpin' out until I know where I land and I don't got a plan

How you write a script for a story you don't know?

How do I define what hasn't already been told?

A lot of folks be comin' face to face with they soul

When it's too late and it's already been sold

But that ain't me

Blessin', but it's hard

It's on me now, no more guessin' who's in charge

I gotta figure out who Marlon is

The kid who played the hand he's dealt and now the cards is his, shit

[Chorus]

Keep the window cracked for me

I got one foot out the door

I don't know which move more brave

To stay or to explore

Keep the window cracked for me

If I jump, I might not live

But I can't bear to look outside

And see how high I is