By Myself

I pulled you around the balcony
To break a hive you couldn't see
And buzzed for your big mouth to feed
On honey that ran out of me
To choose you
And I'm playing with my self
I talked in rings to turn your spine
Losing memory of mine
But standing in a sturdy line
Doing all I can to
Confuse you
And I'm talking to myself
I prefer my dreams of you
To anything you'd ever do
So please don't play, or talk, or move
Before I have the chance to
Abuse you
And I'm dreaming of myself
I play caliban in bed
Turn my mind out
Bang my head
So I forget what you said
That I'll wind up dead before
I bruise you
And I'm beating up myself
I'm beating up myself
Woe is me I'm black and blue
At least I always tell the truth