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Sometimes i write songs instead of killing myself

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Sometimes i write songs instead of killing myself

Release date: 26th November 2014

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"Sometimes i write songs instead of killing myself" is a track by MOTHICA, released 26th November 2014. Full lyrics are available below. Dork has published 3 articles about MOTHICA.

About the Artist

MOTHICA

MOTHICA

Lyrics

Sometimes i write songs instead of killing myself

i sit thinking

and its overwhelming

i don't want your sorry thoughts

i got it covered, and i'm the only one

i am doing fine, i'm getting better all the time

and i don't need your pity,

i got it covered

can feel it conquering me, oh

feel it conquering me oh

i seem to handle it well

considering my disposition isn't swell

and i don't want to seem like i'm trying to be something

i can separate my dreams

my dreams, my dreams

and all my dirt

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MOTHICA — Kissing Death (from Kissing Death) [2:35]

MOTHICA — Mirage (from Kissing Death) [2:18]

MOTHICA — Oblivion for Two (from Kissing Death) [2:41]

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MOTHICA — Upside (from Forever Fifteen - EP) [2:31]

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MOTHICA — Vices (from Blue Hour) [2:58]

MOTHICA — Crash (from Blue Hour) [3:18]

MOTHICA — Spiral (from Blue Hour) [2:55]

MOTHICA — Sober Interlude (from Blue Hour) [1:11]

MOTHICA — Hands Off (from Blue Hour) [3:09]

MOTHICA — Now (from Blue Hour) [3:00]

MOTHICA — R.I.F.P. (from Blue Hour) [3:52]

MOTHICA — Everything At Once (from Blue Hour) [3:03]

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MOTHICA — Crossfire (Out There Remix)

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MOTHICA — Crossfire (from Ashes) [3:34]

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MOTHICA — Water Me Down (from Ashes) [3:20]

MOTHICA — Cheap Tricks (from Ashes) [3:07]

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MOTHICA — Mark My Words (YSA Remix)

MOTHICA — Sometimes (Seafarer Remix)

MOTHICA — Mark My Words (tropen Remix)

MOTHICA — Self-Destructive (Living Legacy Remix)

MOTHICA — Self-Destructive (TimCld Remix)

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MOTHICA — Fall (Jey Vazz Remix)

MOTHICA — Heavy Heart (King Khamen Remix)

MOTHICA — Self-Destructive (wh?t Remix)

MOTHICA — Heavy Heart (AMRLMZ Remix)

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MOTHICA — Mark My Words (from Heavy Heart - EP) [3:03]

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MOTHICA — No One (from Mythic - EP) [4:19]

MOTHICA — Cheap Gin - Fake Friends

MOTHICA — Open Me

MOTHICA — Give Me a Minute

MOTHICA — Book of Us

MOTHICA — Smother

MOTHICA — Little Tooth

MOTHICA — Molt

MOTHICA — A Little Less Dead (SweetSounds Version)

MOTHICA — Absence

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MOTHICA — Ableton Didn't Save This File

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MOTHICA — Visions

MOTHICA — Little Grows as We Go

MOTHICA — dead boy

MOTHICA — Visions (remix)

MOTHICA — Trying 2 Say

MOTHICA — Artyme - Arctic

MOTHICA — STARCHILD

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MOTHICA — Open Me (remix)

MOTHICA — Forced

MOTHICA — Hold Me Down

MOTHICA — Starchild Ft. Kevin Abstract

MOTHICA — Something Better

MOTHICA — C H E Z A

MOTHICA — Hide

MOTHICA — Numb

MOTHICA — Bed Sheets

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