Mistake

[Verse 1: TJOnline]

I made a mistake, I made a mistake

I made me a friend, I made an escape

I'm flighty as fuck, I floated away

I'm bad at committing to people planning to stay

I'm learning to love, I'm shedding the fake

I'm losing my mind or maybe I'm being dramatic

I never cold tell the difference between the two

Mama taught me my feelings are manipulation tools

So I learned to withdraw, I've been living withdrew

Performing sincere, and mimicking true

Is it my fault that all I know is all I've ever known?

I'vе heard you can't speed up the pace at which you havе to grow

I hate it but it's true you only go the way you know

Until you don't, until you say...

[Chorus: TJOnline and Jadagrace]

I made a mistake, I made a mistake

I'm trying to change for heavenly sake

I got knocked down one too many times

I'll get up and find my way, I want to say that

I made a mistake, I made a mistake

It's gotta be strange to hear, but I'm trying to say

I got knocked down one too many times

I'll get up and find my way, I want to say that

[Verse 2: TJOnline]

I love everybody I know, it's my gift and my curse

If I had a dime for every time that I emptied my purse

I wouldn't have emptied it, God's the pettiest

The best I ever felt is when I was the emptieeeeest

From pouring all of me into a empty biiiiiiitch

That's accurate, ain't that some shit

I got saved by this rapping shit

Now they saying I'm back and shit

I'll get to back to my cracking shit

When all is said done too, feelin sick stomach flu

Learn to spit what it do, feelings fixed, plumbing too

When all is said done too, feelin sick, stomach flu

Learn to spit what it do, feelings fixed, plumbing too

[Chorus: TJOnline and Jadagrace]

I made a mistake, I made a mistake

I'm trying to change for heavenly sake

I got knocked down one too many times

I'll get up and find my way, I want to say that

I made a mistake, I made a mistake

It's gotta be strange to hear, but I'm trying to say

I got knocked down one too many times

I'll get up and find my way, I want to say that

[Verse 3: SWIM]

What's this I'm hearing that you ain't about shit?

Persona phony like it sit in isle six, and now shit

I had it figured out but still endowed you wow

How you living foul and still I let you in my townhouse

Now I'm down and out cold

To fight the fire I get higher than a alto

I'd rather have accounts low, than people I can't count on

I'd rather fucking drown slow than ever let this frown grow

At least usually, and to the ones that's using me

I chose peace over losing sleep, yeah that's new for me

I'll never screw my people over, I'll deal with the scrutiny

And go to fucking therapy I'm owning who I used to be

I say this with sincerity

I made a mistake, I made a mistake

I hate your ways, I hate what you made me

Embracing the change, embracing the pain too

I thought we was gang, a shame that it ain't true

[Chorus: TJOnline and Jadagrace]

I made a mistake, I made a mistake

I'm trying to change for heavenly sake

I got knocked down one too many times

I'll get up and find my way, I want to say that

I made a mistake, I made a mistake

It's gotta be strange to hear, but I'm trying to say

I got knocked down one too many times

I'll get up and find my way, I want to say that