vital

My heavy mind sinks lower by the minute
I can barely stand it
I stare through the lines
Seeking absolution
Can a fragile heart decide?

Will it end in tears?
Will I let the fear win?
Take the ride or die while trying
Have I seen it all?
Why am I so divisive?
I can't fight it

Underneath, over me
We spin in a spiral
You hold me in a vicious cycle
You lie to me, casually
And I'm dying in denial
It still feels vital

I want to believe there's a motivation
In negative spaces (spaces)
Head over feet
I'm following the feeling
While my fragile heart takes time

Will it end in tears?
Will I let the fear win?
I can't fight it

Underneath, over me
We're spinning in a spiral
You hold me in a vicious cycle
You lie to me, casually
And I'm dying in denial
It still feels vital

Have I read the signs?
I've been everywhere and back again
Don't know if I read it right
I've been real discerning at my heart's request
And everything you are is vital

Underneath, over me
We're spinning in a spiral
You hold me in a vicious cycle
You lie to me, casually
And I'm dying in denial
It still feels vital

Underneath, over me
Over me
Underneath, over me
You lie to me, so casually and I'm dying in denial
It still feels vital

It still feels vital