Anxiety

[Verse 1]

Well God damn it, I

Can't take another wide awake night

With my brain at war with the dark and the light

With the same old thoughts gonna spark and ignite

And the same old spot and they bark in the night

And my head (my head)

Never unconscious I feel like I'm all out of options

People told me it gets better, they breaking their promise

I try not to think of my past but I'm on it

I sit in my class, I go through the motions I feel like I'm dead

They, told me I shouldn't react

That one of these days this shit'll make sense

My girl, tells me that I should relax

But the way that my brain work I'm always intense

My world, always feel like it's compact

So I sit and I pray for some better events, I'm trapped

[Hook]

This anxiety will be the death of me

I just hope that when it happens I can finally rest in peace

Was broken into pieces I'm just tryna' find the rest of me

If I don't I'll promise you that I'll give you whats left of me

[Verse 2]

And it feels like half of my friends took a blade to their wrist

Cause they sick of this life and the shit that it gives

And it's just not right for the life of the kids

To be so damn bad that they might want to split

I'm sick of sitting around getting wasted

I might go save me a whole generation

People these days got no heart that shit vacant

They killing your dreams like they Freddy or Jason

Damn, I need to make it or fade

To bring you that light when you stuck in the shade

To fuck up the game and to bring in new waves

So everyone stops living life as a slave

I haven't gone crazy but I'm on the brink

Tryna' make all my dreams and reality sync

My loved ones are telling me I needa shrink

Tryna' make a ship sail that was destined to sink

I'm fucked

[Hook]

This anxiety will be the death of me

I just hope that when it happens I can finally rest in peace

Was broken into pieces I'm just tryna' find the rest of me

If I don't I'll promise you that I'll give you whats left of me