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[Intro]

Hey Mel, umm, I just read your peach post, and got your texts last night, and I liked your peach post without reading the comments first, and I'm just checking to see if you're okay, umm

(Take it out out out)

(In the bath room room)

(Keep it in your phone case)

(Keep it close to you)

(Take it out out out)

(In the bath room room)

(Keep it in your phone case)

(Keep it close)

[Verse 1]

I wish I fuckin worked right

I wanna take walks on the westside

Without feeling like I might die

Static tearing out the night sky

I wish I fuckin worked right

I wanna take walks on the westside

Without feeling like I might die

Static tearing out the night sky

[Chorus]

I don't wanna wake you

I don't wanna bother

I don't wanna fakе it

It's obvious I'm not her

Caught in my obsessions

Or just being honеst

I'm a disappointment

Say it's not ironic

[Verse 2]

I get kinda scared to talk sometimes

Feel like I'm faking my whole life

And all the stupid shit that makes me cry

Thinking I should let it pass me by

Better people wrote all my best lines

And they're out there living their best lives

I'm so caught up tryna make up lies

Out of people tryna have a good time

Sometimes I wonder if they hear me

I'm quiet but i feel like I'm screaming

See how long I can live without breathing

And if I get it just right I can push those feelings

Right down, forget about it

Go out, get fucked up, shouting

I'm alive for now because I found a way to kill myself

[Chorus]

I don't wanna wake you

I don't wanna bother

I don't wanna fake it

It's obvious I'm not her

Caught in my obsessions

Or just being honest

I'm a disappointment

Say it's not ironic

[Outro]

I get kinda scared to talk sometimes

Cause I know i'm taking my own life

Why am I always so afraid to die (Facedown, pavement, I'm not fucking playing)

If it's not even the first time I tried (Facedown, pavement)

Facedown, pavement, I'm not fucking playing

Facedown, pavement, I'm not fucking playing

Facedown, pavement, I'm not fucking playing

Facedown, pavement

And, umm, please call me