Stained White T's

I'm half asleep

You're confusing me

Can you make me feel something?

I am not the type to go out

I will lay here on my own

My skin is breaking out

And I think it's time for me to go home

And start picking up where we left off

To remind me how our bodies are meant to be

Mangled and covered in dirt

Growing up and learning how to love myself again

So I'll keep holding you as close as I can

Just to breathe you in

It's just how it is

It's not supposed to feel like this

I got lost with you

Back in my old room

It cleaned up nice

Did you notice the bones in my closet

They still smell like you

But you wouldn't care to notice

Let's stay in one place

Call it our home state

My mind is racing me home

And time will always win

You're falling out

I'm caving in

We walk away, we can never win

I wanna lay with you skin to skin

I don't want you to feel like it's your fault

There's footprints on the ceiling

And everything feels off

I'm grasping for straws

Waiting my turn

I'm bending over backwards

I hope there's more

My nose is dry

Like these winter nights

After all this time, I still never feel right

I thought we were in love

But I guess we're not

Can you help me? I am lost

Stick to the same routine

The one holding me together

Dry your eyes and come with me

Nothing lasts forever

I am failing every time I wake up

And I know tomorrow will feel the same

I'm leaving, trust me, I mean it this time

I am filling the spaces between all your lies