Harder

A million different things I want to say to you
But your indifference is a safety net for two
Come on, enjoy the taste of medicine you made
Instead of face the truth, you'd rather run
Away from the drama and fighting in rooms
Without any corners for backing into
So desperate to win that we're destined to lose
I said I still want you
You said I'm so confused
I used to think that loving you was easy to do
But it's getting harder
So many plans we made pulled down by apathy
But I understand self-love, look at the mess it's made
Riddled with martyr's guilt, now you see how I felt
Rather than face the truth you turn and run
Away from the drama and fighting in rooms
Without any corners for backing into
So desperate to win that we're destined to lose
I said I still want you
You said I'm so confused
I used to think that loving you was easy to do
But it's getting harder
Show me the new excuse
It's only you who'll lose
I used to think that loving you was easy to do
But it's getting harder
It's getting harder
Remember when you wanted what you've already got
Well, we got married in a fever, I scream ready or not
Come on it all comes back to being ready to prove
That there ain't nothing to win if you've got fuck all to lose
I said I still want you
You said I'm so confused
I used to think that loving you was easy to do
But it's getting harder
Show me the new excuse
It's only you who'll lose
I used to think that loving you was easy to do
But it's getting harder
It's getting harder