Move On

[Verse 1]

Dear Mark, you're the one with the words, but my side should be heard

Think that it's fuckin' absurd, you talk about me when you rap about her

All of your songs, hear about all of my wrongs, like you never played me like pong

Like you never went out and did nothin' wrong, it's crazy forever turned into so long

And now that you're gone, I had to move on, and I'm happy with him

But I still can't pretend that I didn't go fuck with your friend every now and again

I be thinkin' of then, I be thinkin' that that was somethin' I would never intend

And especially, when it was me who you trusted to take on your feelings and try to remend, it's so hard pretend

I would lie in your bed, givin' you head

Listen to all of the things that you said

Listen to all of the lyrics you read

You were chasin' a dream, I would party instead

Young and in love, young and we're dumb

I can taste all of the pain in your tongue

I can taste all of my pain in the rum

Knew it was over before it begun

Lookin' for fun, burnin' my lungs

Learnin' my favorite feelin' was numb

Bought every dinner, you barely bought one

Maybe I cheat, and then we could be done

That would be done, we were so broke

You were the one that turned into a joke

I kept us afloat

You were the one that kept us on the rope, damn

Now you are the man, huh?

See, you turned into somebody I can't stand, huh?

And knowin' you, it is all part of your plan, huh?

You crazy fuck, I had the chance, I shoulda ran, huh

Never would tell me you cared, never were there

Remember that night that we went to the fair?

Every fine girl that walked by, you would stare

See, even when there, Mark, you never were there

If all I care 'bout is my makeup and hair

All you care 'bout is the ego you wear

You tear me apart, continue to tear

Now I'm with someone who actually cares, fuck you!

But I can't keep you off my mind

I'm seein' everything you drop, sometimes I wish that I was blind

You make me relive my mistake a million, trillion fucking times

See, you're a coward, and a stupid rap persona is what you hide behind

And my whole family still adores you

I tried a million times, I would've only did that for you

I can't act like I don't know you, every night, I would explode

You made me feel I was below you, Mark, I wish I could ignore you, but I (Near to you)

Can't, damn (I am healin', but it's takin' so long)

('Cause though he's gone and you are wonderful)

(It's hard to move on)

[Verse 2]

What do—

How then could you tell me you'd love me again and again?

You were only a friend, it was hard to pretend

I wrote so many letters, but never hit send

I was never content, I was set on me being a rapper

I thought about music and thought of you after

It's funny how tears turn to laughter

And tears on the page, they can turn into a masterpiece

That's how you told me to leave

I remember that night, it's as clear as can be

And you found a new man, and he loves that you drink

And he loves gettin' head, but don't care what you think

You look pretty in pink, you look naughty in red

We know these are the words that would never be said

And we're chasin' a topic that's over your head

'Cause you think about me every night as you lie in your bed

That's real

[Chorus]

Near to you

I am healin', but it's taking so long

'Cause though he's gone and you are wonderful

It's hard to move on

Near to you

I am healin', but it's taking so long

'Cause though he's gone and you are wonderful

It's hard to move on

[Verse 3]

Well, I guess we all change, Mark, hm, guess we all change

I hope that you get everything that you want as you yell and you stand on the stage

You took all your pain and turned it to fame

They're screamin' your name and goin' insane

I kept all our pics but threw out the frame

Before I knew Witt, I knew Mark, now they're one and the same

But what about me, motherfucker?

Forgot about me, motherfucker?

Except when you talk about me, motherfucker

I'm tired of hearin' 'bout me, motherfucker

Your mouth was a blessin' and now it's a weapon

Remember the time and that love we invested

I'm postin' a pic and I'm gettin' attention

My tits and my ass get a favorite a second

See, you were with me but were thinkin' of her

Now I'm with him, and I'm thinkin' of you

Together to never, whatever we were

We're stuck in a cycle, the cycle is cruel

A couple of fools stuck in a pool of people that wanna be cool

See, we're never happy, we're happy, so we keep on searchin' for love as if love was a jewel

Remember that night that you came to my school?

Stayed up all night and we talked about life

My parents and I, we would constantly fight

You said when you make it, I might be a stay-at-home wife

Apparently, that wasn't right

Relivin' a moment that lasted a night

And, honestly, Mark, gotta start to move on with your life

Sincerely, a letter we never would write

[Verse 4]

Like, what are we doin'?

Like, what am I doin'?

Writin' these letters, but what am I provin'?

I'm stuck in my room and I'm spillin' it all

Makin' up what you would say if you call

I might be the biggest mistake of 'em all

My biggest mistake was to think that I never could fall

Like fallin' for you, fallin' in love

Follow my dream, and that's all of my love

I just want to feel, I've been feelin' so numb

To think that I know how you're feelin' is dumb

We're done, right from the start

I write from the heart, a light in the dark

They see that you're open and tear you apart

Now this is our letter, we sign it sincerely, Mark

[Outro]

Now this is our letter, we sign it sincerely, Mark