Behind the Bend

A reminder from life bitter and bleak That from now on this is how it has to be Tell me what you want What do you want to hear, what do you want to see Because i'm ready to speak Do you want to hear me say That i'm the only one that didn't see this coming I miss the feeling of your pulse I miss the comfort of it all Something to bring me along Something to let me know that I wasn't stuck Something to let me know So that I can feel it leave So i can watch myself fall As the last few strands of light die behind the bend I am scared because I know what goes with them In darkness with no direction The sky has gone from gray to black and the earth to dust and obsidian Every second is a year passed And with it my life is scratched and sapped I am your creation I am your creation Marred and misshapen Magnificent in my capacity for judgement I am all the things you cannot unsee My form is demented and vacant I am the pale negative