Cursed to Remember

We used to talk all night About where we'd go when we died Sweet little misanthrope Another place, another time Hope had nothing to do with it Romantics looking for a place to fit Another morbid midnight With you by my side Playing on each others sympathies Not much to say when you stare death in the face Holding hands with a skeleton Apparitions of the past held back Weeping slumber Echoed in eternity This immovable mass Grows inside of me Spirits unclean always looming I always knew that it'd come to this never ending search for meaning Something to explain our natural fault of casual cruelty Cursed to remember every wasted word I never needed your help, I'll find my love somewhere else Blisters fill my mouth, leak through my lips One final farewell, one last kiss Can we ever find peace in this place? I'd hate to think this is how it has to stay Cursed to remember every wasted word I'll find my love somewhere else