Scars on a Soul

The weight of your eyes is exhausting me What the fuck are you looking at? What are you trying to see? How much is enough for you to be pleased? Trained to display (myself) Myself for everybody Shoulders rounded forward Curled up in the corner Tremors under my skin expose my hesitation Where do I begin? It's so much easier to look at losses passed Than it is to think about all the things I'll never have We've done nothing to change the course so we've been here before Life doesn't give anything that time won't reclaim (Will you walk with me into entropy?) To live a life we find worth missing The comfort of defeat My mind and my motivations exist with this bitterness I cannot hold on to desire, I resent all satisfaction And it's constant evasion in every aspect of my life My heart and head, they glare like strangers From this day until I die I have survived past my means I have survived despite everything I live to bare witness to tragedies limits (I don't want to be a coward That let life slip) Through my fingers We've done nothing to change the course so we've been here before Life doesn't give anything that time won't reclaim Will you walk with me into entropy? To live a life we find worth missing The comfort of defeat I was to come to know That you can leave scars on a soul And hell holds no fear For those who have been there Fear A fear you can't understand Of losing what you never had Unveiled for all to see Fear