My Body in Bloom

[Intro]

And once cut, you will be free from dirt, but you will not be clean

And you will be free from soil, but you will remain soiled

Soiled in a way that water cannot wash and cut in a way that cannot heal

This is who you are now, forever

I'm my own disappointment

[Verse 1]

Somewhere between where and I am and where I need to be

(Where I need to be)

Nothing will ever be good enough

Turn all that I love to ashes and dust

(Ashes and dust)

Don’t want to be remembered, let me live and die in isolation as nature intended

My body in bloom

[Breakdown]

What the fuck do I do?

[Verse 2]

What the fuck do I do when I've achieved nothing and feel like I'm outliving my use?

Ticking clock on my life and youth

Prisoner to all my expectations and all that I’ve gone through

[Breakdown]

[Verse 3]

It is what it is, I'm not special just fucking different

And all my emotions are too inconsistent

[Bridge]

This is who I am

This is what I've grown into

Underneath my skin is running out of room

My body in bloom

[Breakdown]

Ugh!

[Instrumental Outro]