Sour Mouth

Shattered I can't get your image Out of my fucking mind Spent years, in your presence You gave me the gift of your time Can't you see I'm fucking dying I won't keep pretending I'm fine My whole world falls down around me Not sure I care to survive You called it a mistake How could you even think that way How'd we even get here in the first place With you on my bed and tears on your face Was I born this numb Or is it from the damage done I beg for your baggage I couldn't even handle my own On a mission to fix you When I was the broken one I know you deserve better than me You needed the man we both know I couldn't be Scrub me clean of the disease inside me Sometimes I feel spread so thin that you could see right through my skin if that's the case then remove this packet of flesh from beneath my chest I'm fucking done I beg for your baggage I couldn't even handle my own On a mission to fix you When I was the broken one I know you deserve better than me You needed the man we both know I couldn't be What the fuck am I supposed to do when everything I look at reminds me of you Nail me to a fucking cross for all the faith I had in us This is a cleanse by cruelty Snuff me the fuck out