Sour Mouth

Shattered
I can't get your image
Out of my fucking mind
Spent years, in your presence
You gave me the gift of your time

Can't you see I'm fucking dying
I won't keep pretending I'm fine
My whole world falls down around me
Not sure I care to survive

You called it a mistake
How could you even think that way
How'd we even get here in the first place
With you on my bed and tears on your face

Was I born this numb
Or is it from the damage done

I beg for your baggage
I couldn't even handle my own
On a mission to fix you
When I was the broken one
I know you deserve better than me
You needed the man we both know I couldn't be

Scrub me clean of the disease inside me

Sometimes I feel spread so thin
that you could see right through my skin
if that's the case then remove this
packet of flesh from beneath my chest
I'm fucking done

I beg for your baggage
I couldn't even handle my own
On a mission to fix you
When I was the broken one
I know you deserve better than me
You needed the man we both know I couldn't be

What the fuck am I supposed to do when
everything I look at reminds me of you
Nail me to a fucking cross for all the faith I had in us

This is a cleanse by cruelty

Snuff me the fuck out