Subdued

The last thing that went through my head Was a bullet I carved your name in And I didn’t get into heaven But I thought i’d let you know I wish I never let you in Love oh we’ll never have enough, the insubstantial feeling that sustains you like a drug Love, yeah it’s never enough it’s the chaos that controls you, and goes off like a loaded gun Damaged goods, but still one of a kind Deception lies within deceit you’re poison that resides Inside my mind, I think about it all the time How i’m mentally destroyed, I deserved that right? Getting use to the abuse, I can never be the same Will you ever understand what you took away? Love, something that I thought I could trust but I guess i’m the one that wasn’t enough It just doesn’t make sense the people closest to you Hurt you in ways you never thought that they would do Someone you thought you knew, someone you put your faith into Become nothing more than a toxic presence that filled the room A stranger now like everyone else That took a piece of me just for there self Another person comfortable with wearing me out I never gained the strength to just move on, why couldn’t I just walk out? Settle for less, second best Something I should of expected Settle for less, settle for less Salt in the wound, i’m such a mess Settle for less, second best Oh look who guessed it Settle for less, one last request Tell me you love me, then rip my heart out of my chest