Emptiness and Everything In Between

Sickness worked its way in Keep praying to these demons within I always give in, in hell I dwell Born into misery, it loves my company Resentment it knows me best, give into it so easily (it’s) a feeling I can’t repress Constricted lungs and a lurching gut Latching onto this vacancy it's become my crutch You can say i’m still built on mistakes, day by day still swallowing more than I can take And Misery my one and only company, I guess i’m lucky someone still loves me You can say i’m still built on mistakes, day by day still swallowing more than I can take Sickness worked its way in I’m right back to where I began Praying to these demons within I hate that they always win Bad days and disappointment all that’s become relevant Time is moving on and I just can’t keep up with it I’m a nobody i’m nothing special I second guess myself i’m overwhelmed by the pressure Trapped in this place of uncertainty Here I am empty and everything in between Sedate this feeling that’s wasting me away Absence of light, i’m losing faith Unwanted and still unloved I’ll always be convinced that i’m not good enough All the days are starting to feel the same And i’m afraid this is something that i’ll never shake I’m continuing to split at the seams All I have is emptiness and everything in between I've been wondering where i've been I've been wondering where I went to We all hide behind a mask Behind closed doors you've seen what I am And in my time alone i've come to find Forever a victim to my own mind We are victims to our own minds