Sick // Tired

My head is a prison That nobody visits I’m stuck in this hell And I can’t find an exit I wish things were different I wish I could help it Stress keeps building I can’t fucking fix this I'm a victim to my own mind Anxious all the damn time Not too far from the edge I'm hanging by a fine line I'm a stranger in my own skin Unhinged emotions What's it like to feel real? I've lost it again I’m obsessed with doing the wrong thing I never learn from my mistakes, it’s a routine I’ll always be second best, it’s something that I learned to live with I am a train wreck I guess I am who I am I don’t expect you to understand I can’t move on I can’t progress Stuck in a standstill, i’m here stagnant Relapsing on the aftermath of the old me My old ways composed of demon limbs and a rope swing Can't snap out of it this the reality Of a lost mind with a destructive personality Useless and irrelevant Worthless and incompetent Intolerable and belligerent I can't even make sense of it I'm sick of everything (i'm sick sick sick of everything) I'm sick of everything x2