Subdued

The last thing that went through my head

Was a bullet I carved your name in

And I didn’t get into heaven

But I thought i’d let you know I wish I never let you in

Love oh we’ll never have enough, the insubstantial feeling that sustains you like a drug

Love, yeah it’s never enough it’s the chaos that controls you, and goes off like a loaded gun

Damaged goods, but still one of a kind

Deception lies within deceit you’re poison that resides

Inside my mind, I think about it all the time

How i’m mentally destroyed, I deserved that right?

Getting use to the abuse, I can never be the same

Will you ever understand what you took away?

Love, something that I thought I could trust but I guess i’m the one that wasn’t enough

It just doesn’t make sense the people closest to you

Hurt you in ways you never thought that they would do

Someone you thought you knew, someone you put your faith into

Become nothing more than a toxic presence that filled the room

A stranger now like everyone else

That took a piece of me just for there self

Another person comfortable with wearing me out

I never gained the strength to just move on, why couldn’t I just walk out?

Settle for less, second best

Something I should of expected

Settle for less, settle for less

Salt in the wound, i’m such a mess

Settle for less, second best

Oh look who guessed it

Settle for less, one last request

Tell me you love me, then rip my heart out of my chest