Empty

I can feel this isolation moving in
A weight is on my chest I can't keep from caving in
So cool, playing the victim again
I'm retracing all those scars I made inside my skin

I keep questioning everything I need
Will never trust myself 'cause it just makes me bleed
I keep questioning everything that I need
Keep pushing everyone away from me

I'm empty 'cause I'm
Afraid of everything, afraid of everything
I'm empty 'cause I'm
Afraid of everything, afraid of everything
Afraid of everything

Medicate myself to wash away my thoughts
Sometimes it seems like it's the only way to make this up
I like the silence of being alone
I like the empty space next to me

I keep questioning everything I need
Will never trust myself 'cause it just makes me bleed
I keep questioning everything that I need
Keep pushing everyone away from me

I'm empty 'cause I'm
Afraid of everything, afraid of everything
I'm empty 'cause I'm
Afraid of everything, afraid of everything

"Tell me what it is that you want, that you don't have?"
"Well I'd like, I'd like to be, I'd like to be more consistently here, you know?
I'd like to really get on, I'd like to just, I don't know if it's probably ever, maybe possible
But, because it's so improbable and so impossible
I'd just like to really see how long I could last, as being really here"

I'm sick of feeling so worthless
Keep falling over the same shit
I'm always feeling so heartless
Throw on this smile and fake it

I'm sick of feeling so worthless
Keep falling over the same shit
I'm always feeling so heartless
Throw on this smile and fake it