Heavy

You don't like who I've become
Only want me when I'm numb
What happened to the life of the party?
Don't get me started, don't get me started

I've got a closet full of skeletons
But I don't think that you can handle them
I've got a million reasons why I keep it guarded
Don't get me started, don't get me started

So now I'm too depressing to be around
I'm guessing being friends with me is just too hard
There's danger in expressing and safety in suppressing
In burying my broken parts

The more that I speak my mind
The more I get left behind
'Cause I'm the kind of heavy, heavy
No one wants to carry, carry

The more that I spill my soul
The more that I get let go
'Cause I'm the kind of heavy, heavy
No one wants to carry
Bleeding out, biting on my tongue

Avoid me when I'm vulnerable
My story makes you so uncomfortable
Feels like being brave is what gets you discarded
Don't get me started, don't get me started

The disbelief deep in your eyes and saying I need help
Left a crater in my mind that makes me blame myself
What good's the truth if it keeps getting disregarded?
Don't get me started

The more that I speak my mind
The more I get left behind
'Cause I'm the kind of heavy, heavy
No one wants to carry, carry

The more that I spill my soul
The more that I get let go
'Cause I'm the kind of heavy, heavy
No one wants to carry
Bleeding out, biting on my tongue

Don't want anyone to drown with me
I'll lose everyone if I'm not fake
Rather die than let you see me break
I'm too heavy, I'm too heavy

Don't want anyone to drown with me
I'll lose everyone if I'm not fake
I'd rather die than let you see me break
I'm too heavy, too heavy

You don't like who I've become
Only want me when I'm numb
What happened to the life of the party?
Don't get me started

The more that I speak my mind
The more I get left behind
'Cause I'm the kind of heavy, heavy
No one wants to carry, carry

The more that I spill my soul
The more that I get let go
'Cause I'm the kind of heavy, heavy
No one wants to carry
Bleeding out, biting on my tongue

Too heavy, too heavy
Bleeding out, biting on my tongue
Too heavy, too heavy
I'm too much for everyone