Too Loud

I was born with worries loud as lions
Even as a kid, I couldn't kill the sirens
Stuck on a loop with my favorite song
Of every little thing that could ever go wrong
Now I medicate if it plays too long
It goes on, and on, and on, and on
It's too loud in my brain and I never get away
It's too much, I'm ashamed that I don't know how to change
The more I try, I doubt that I believe this thing called "Peace of mind"
It's too loud, I need space
Wanna breathe but don't know how
It's too loud
Wanna breathe but don't know how
It's too loud
Wanna breathe but don't know how
It's too loud
I'm the place where dark thoughts go to riot
Calm on the surface, but inside it's violent
Stuck on a loop, it's an endless song
Of every little thing that could ever go wrong
I will detonate if it plays too long
It goes on, and on, and on, and on
It's too loud in my brain and I never get away
It's too much, I'm ashamed that I don't know how to change
The more I try, I doubt that I believe this thing called "Peace of mind"
It's too loud, I need space
Wanna breathe but don't know how
It's too loud
It's too loud
I'm sorry I've been distant, hope you know
These decibels are not in my control
I hate that I neglect you more than most
When these alarms start going up
And every fuse is bound to blow
I was born with worries loud as lions
Even as a kid, I couldn't kill the sirens
It's too loud in my brain and I never get away
It's too much, I'm ashamed that I don't know how to change
The more I try, I doubt that I believe this thing called "Peace of mind"
It's too loud, I need space
Wanna breathe but don't know how
It's too loud
Wanna breathe but don't know how
It's too loud
Wanna breathe but don't know how
It's too loud