Well Enough

[Intro Verse]

I smoked a cigarette in a social setting

Just wanted to fit in

I’ve got my vices

But this is one I didn't have the guts to try in high school

It just made me cough, feel like shit the next day

I tried again and I threw up immediately

[Verse 1]

I grew up trying to stay straight laced

Look how much good that did

I drank at least six days this week

But still don’t go to parties

I keep saying I’ll change once I finish this last case

But there’s bottles in the cabinet

That I don’t want to waste

[Chorus]

So I'm sipping on a scotch I hate

My reward for getting through today

I did nothing but skip another meal and walk

Around a Target

No matter what I try

I can’t soothe the shame from last night

I’m too worn out to hеlp myself

Oh well

[Verse 2]

I called it sеlf care, claimed treating myself

My friends affirmed my newfound health

I’m just as sad as ever, indignant as I was

When they staged an intervention

At a comedy show on the Seaport years ago

[Chorus]

And I'm still sipping scotch I hate

My reward for getting through today

I did nothing but skip another meal and walk around a Target

No matter what I try

I can’t soothe the shame from last night

I’m too run down to help myself

Oh well

[Bridge]

Have another, have some more

You’re fine, it’s all under control

Have another, just one more

[Outro Chorus]

I’ll be choking down a scotch I hate

‘cause I barely made it through today

I did nothing but skip another meal and walk around a Target

Why bother, why try

I’ll still be ashamed of tonight

I’m too fucked up

To help myself

Oh well

Too hungover

To get better

To get well