Alone at a Party

[Verse 1]

Filling in my calendar

Every hour with stuff to do

If I can't stop to think of it

I won't have time for missing you

I haven't called up my family

I'm avoiding my oldest friends

Maybe I'll just make some new ones

So I don't have to pretend I'm happy

Alone at the party again

[Chorus]

I don't know what I'm supposed to do

I can't hate you and trust me I've tried to

How long is this supposed to take

'Cause I love you and I need that to change

[Verse 2]

Maybe it was destructive

To go catch a crush

I've built this up into something

That it never was

But if my memory serves me

Like my self-worth rarely does

This started just like the ending

Trying to play it cool enough

And leading with an awkward hug

[Chorus]

I don't know what I'm supposed to do

I can't hate you and trust me I've tried to

How long is this supposed to take

'Cause I love you and I need that to change

[Bridge]

We joked that this would be easier

For whoever cared less

I guess that makes me the loser

But I'm trying my best

[Chorus]

I don't know what I'm supposed to do

I can't hate you and trust me I've tried to

How long is this supposed to take

'Cause I love you, I don't that to change

I need it to change