Bitter Sweet

Bittersweet, you're gonna be the death of me

I don't want you, but I need you,

I love you and I hate you at the very same time

See what I want so much, should never hurt this bad

Never did this before, that's what the virgin says

We've been generally warned, that's what the surgeon says

God talk to me now this is an emergency

And she claim she only with me for the currency

You cut me deep bitch, cut me like surgery

And I was too proud to admit that it was hurtin' me

I'd never do that to you at least purposely

We breakin' up again

We makin' up again

But we don't love no more

I guess we fuckin' then

Have you ever felt you want to kill her

And you mixed them emotions with Tequila

And you mix that with a little bad advice

On one of them bad nights you have a bad fight

And you talkin' about her family, her aunts and shit

And she say motherfucker your mama's a bitch

You know, domestic drama and shit

All the attitude

I'll never hit a girl but I'll shake the shit out of you

But Ima be the bigger man

Big pimpin' like Jigga man

Oh I guess I figure it's

Bittersweet,

You're gonna be the death of me

I don't want you, but I need you

I love you and I hate you at the very same time

See what I want so much, should never hurt this bad

Never did this before, that's what the virgin says

We've been generally warned, that's what the surgeon says

God talk to me now this is an emergency

And my niggas said I shouldn't let it worry me

I need to focus on the girls we getting currently

But I been thinking and it got me back to sinkin' it

this relationship even got me back to drinkin' and this Hennessy

Is gonna be the death of me

And I always thought that you havin' my child was our destiny

But I can't even vibe with you sexually

Coz every time that I try you will question me

Sayin', "You fuckin' them girls, disrespectin' me?

You don't see how your lies is affecting me

You don't see how life was supposed to be

And I never let a nigga get that close to me

And you ain't cracked up to what you was supposed to be

You always gone, you always be where them hoes'll be."

And this the first time she ever spit her soul to me

I fucked up and I know it G

I guess it's bittersweet poetry