Lost In The Grandeur (Requiem Mass)

Hey, you
What are you doing?
Laugh as you tear out my heart
The pain is so stimulating
I've been too numb from the start
Why can't I defend?
Tear all these demons apart
Who knows if it's really better
I threw it out for some parts
So lost in the grandeur
Help me find my way
I know this all sounds so cliché
But I've done everything you say
I'm so fed up with who I portray
So lost in the grandeur
Dark things fly all around me
Welcoming sight from the past
Somehow, they make me feel something
Even if it doesn't last
So, I'd do anything to be able to get away
Bad things always flock to me
It seems to be that way
So lost in the grandeur
Help me find my way
I know this all sounds so cliche
But I've done everything you say
I'm so fed up with who I portray
So lost in the grandeur
Oh no, what's that sound
It's constant and profound
What's it gonna do today
What kinda joy will it steal away
Oh no, then I'm going down
And it makes me so sick
Always caught up in it
That the truth is all lies
It builds up inside
I fucking hate this every day
Something painful, something grave
Can't go on living this way
I won't let you take this
Keep on trying, motherfucker
Help me find my way
I know this all sounds so cliché
But I've done everything you say
I'm so fed up with who I portray
So lost in the grandeur
So lost in the grandeur
So lost in the grandeur