Hopeless And Beaten

Help me, I can't put it away
And you can't make me, so I disobey
Help me, this thing is feeding

Hopeless and fucking beaten

I tried all along (help me please)
It did things to me (it's not real)
Had to take prestige (it's not me)
I can't feel a thing (suffering)

I feel sympathy, my hurt on display
And I see it boiling up, so hard to disobey
Hold me, it's coming, I can't see

Hopeless and fucking beaten
Hopeless and fucking beaten

I tried all along (help me please)
It did things to me (it's not real)
Had to take prestige (it's not me)
I can't feel a thing (suffering)

I can't remember a thing
You had me strung up by a string
Oh, the things I wish I said to make
A better version, me without disdain
And nothing beats the heartbreak left behind
And nothing soothes the hurting, only time

Nothing only time
Nothing only time
Nothing only time
Beats me up inside

Hopeless and fucking beaten
Hopeless and fucking beaten

I tried all along (help me please)
It did things to me (it's not real)
Had to take prestige (it's not me)
I can't feel a thing (suffering)

I tried all along
It did things to me