When Will This End

Spinning inside, rotting away
Something inside of me has been taken away
Feeling my heart breaking in vain
It won't get better now, when will this end?
I can't seem to get away
I feel I'm here so you can play
With my head, there's nothing I can say
I keep feeling like I'm to blame
When will this end?
Hopeless inside, alone as I wait
Brewing inside of me is your endless hate
Feeling my heart breaking in vain
It won't get better now, when will this end?
I can't seem to get away
I feel I'm here so you can play
With my head, there's nothing I can say
I keep feeling like I'm to blame
When will this end?
The stress is rising and I can't seem to get away from you
You're always trying, and the lying always shines right through
My God, I hate this always take shit and I let this go on
Why can't I break this? I just take this as this goes on and on
End, when will this end?
When will this end?
When will this end?
When will this end?
When will this end?
When will this end?
When will this end?
When will this end?
I can't seem to get away
I feel I'm here so you can play
With my head, there's nothing I can say
I keep feeling like I'm to blame
When will this end?
I can't remember anything
Can't tell if this is true or dream
Deep down inside, I feel to scream
This terrible silence stops me
Now that the war is through with me
I'm waking up, I cannot see
That there's not much left of me
Nothing's real but pain now
Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh, please God, wake me
Back in the womb, it's much too real
In pumps life that I must feel
But can't look forward to reveal
Look to the time when I'll live
Fed through the tube that sticks in me
Just like a wartime novelty
Tied to machines that make me be
Cut this life off from me
Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please God, wake me
Now the world is gone, I'm just One
Oh, please help me
Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please God, help me
Darkness imprisoning me
All that I see, absolute horror
I cannot live, I cannot die
Trapped in myself, body my holding cell
Landmine has taken my sight
Taken my speech, taken my hearing
Taken my arms, taken my legs
Taken my soul, left me with life in hell