How I'm Feeling Now

[Verse 1]

Will you forgive me if I'm comin' off a little bit obtuse?

Well, it's been a minute now since I have had to tell the truth

I know I can

I won't

[Verse 2]

Suppose I thought that, by this moment, I would have it figured out

But, instead, I tend to spend my days consumed by seeds of doubt

I know I can

I won't

[Pre-Chorus]

Oh, darlin', it goes on and on and on

Always, forever, till I'm barely holdin' on

End of my tether and I know it won't be long

It won't be long till it's gone

[Chorus]

So here's to my beautiful life

That seems to leave me so unsatisfied

No sense of self but self-obsessed

I'm always trapped inside my fuckin' head

[Post-Chorus]

On and on and on, on and on and on

On and on and on, on and on and on

Said, "Thought I'd be happier somehow

If you were wonderin' how I'm feelin' now"

[Verse 3]

I try to tell myself my best days are the ones that lie ahead

But I'm always lookin' back on things I wish I'd never said

I know I can

I won't

[Pre-Chorus]

Oh, darlin', it goes on and on and on

Always, forever, till I'm barely holdin' on

End of my tether and I know it won't be long

It won't be long till it's gone

[Chorus]

So here's to my beautiful life

That seems to leave me so unsatisfied

No sense of self but self-obsessed

I'm always trapped inside my fuckin' head

[Post-Chorus]

On and on and on, on and on and on

On and on and on, on and on and on

Said, "Thought I'd be happier somehow

If you were wonderin' how I'm feelin' now"

[Bridge]

I won't lie, I'm a mess, yeah

But I'll get there

No, I won't lie, I'm a mess, yeah

But I'll get there

[Chorus]

So here's to my beautiful life

That seems to leave me so unsatisfied

No sense of self but self-obsessed

I'm always trapped inside my fuckin' head

[Post-Chorus]

On and on and on, on and on and on

On and on and on, on and on and on

Said, "Thought I'd be happier somehow

If you were wonderin' how I'm feelin' now"