Hypochondriac

Ive been counting sheep

Trying to fall asleep

Without you by my side

No matter how hard i try

I always seem to lie awake

Feeling nothing..

Wasting my time

You say you love me

But you don’t know who i used to be

And i feel like you should know

I’m starting to feel tired all the time

How do i escape my mind

I feel my bones compress

I’m ready to let go

Of this weight in my chest

I’m tired of being a mess

I’m not i’m not

I just a little off track

I’m paranoid

Im a hypochondriac

Doing my best to avoid my feelings

Seeing eyes watch me in the ceiling

And i know it’s not what it seems

But i still feel lonely in my dreams

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Why am i ..

Drifting away

Why do i ..

Feel like this when i know i shouldn’t

I know i shouldn't

I know

I feel my bones compress

I’m ready to let go

Of this weight in my chest

I’m tirеd of being a mess

I’m not i’m not

I just a little off track

I’m paranoid

Im a hypochondriac