Fear

[Verse 1]

My greatest fear ain't that I’m inadequate

It’s that I’ll be figurin my shit out for my whole life

I can’t imagine an internal dialogue with no strife

Sometimes I’m so bright, yet I roll dice

And Steve’s dyin fucked me up man, R.IP

Cause I’m really just scared that that’s gon be me

Cause I can’t be what you want me to be

Since I got bad nerves I tend towards depression

Will I make it? Will I grow to hate my successes?

And will that negate all the greatness and traits I was blessed with?

Have an idea but I’m really hopin fate intercepts it

Cause who am I? What right do I have to be sad?

I’m just M. Craft, the end path, who takes it all on his own plate no matter how raw, never sends back

[Chorus]

Cup filled up with brown, drunk by myself and nobody’s around

And I drown in an instrumental cause I got too much on my mental

My sentimental nature is detrimental to my tendencies

I tend to see relentlessly all that I can’t give you

Even though I meant to, I meant to

[Verse 2]

Ring around my index like it’s next to Jupiter

Drink a lot cause I really wanna be stupider

Don’t believe in God, but I’m terrified of Lucifer

And dudes think they got heart til they see I’m Cupider

She was uptight when I met her but I loosened her

Ironically by tellin her everything I need to hear

Man, I need a beer to relieve my fear

This world’s ugly so I drink til I ain't seein clear

And I love my little sister more than life, yo

But I feel like that’s a cop out right though

Cause I can’t live my life through another

I love her but I’m not her, I’m her brother

Wanna be discovered, maybe they sleepin on me cause I’m undercover

So I expose myself on these beats

I am what I is and I is who I be and it’s me, Crafty

[Chorus]

Cup filled up with brown, drunk by myself and nobody’s around

And I drown in an instrumental cause I got too much on my mental

My sentimental nature is detrimental to my tendencies

I tend to see relentlessly all that I can’t give you, even though I meant to, I meant to