Not Good But Better

[Chorus]

I ain't always good, but I'm feeling better though

Drinking whiskey, hetero, calendar is lookin' like the

Skillset, there ain't a lot of hoes in my schedule

Homies on the same shit, I no longer meddle though

I ain't tryna give the tea, but I got kettles though

I want everyone to love me, but I'm a rebel though

And my music take 'em places I don't get to go

Haven't come to terms with that, I'll feel more than I'll ever know

[Post-Chorus]

I havе got to, I have got to

I have got to get away 'forе I'm out of my mind

I thought too hard, I lost you

Y'all try and stop, who really loves you? What you tryin' to find?

[Verse]

Try and make space for my feelings, that shit make me humble

Save grace for the meals, healin' is a stumble

If you gon' thank God for the blessings, thank Him for the troubles

Get a couple chips, and then they fold, that's how the cookie crumbles

I guess I let the fear project

I say, I love, they hear, reject

And here's the rub, I made a mess

I cleaned it up by bleeding less

Can't understand what we accept

Can't understate how we neglect

They underrate 'til we give less

I'm underpaid, I'm overstressed

[Chorus]

I ain't always good, but I'm feeling better though

Drinking whiskey, hetero, calendar is lookin' like the

Skillset, there ain't a lot of hoes in my schedule

Homies on the same shit, I no longer meddle though

I ain't tryna give the tea, but I got kettles though

I want everyone to love me, but I'm a rebel though

And my music take 'em places I don't get to go

Haven't come to terms with that, I'll feel more than I'll ever know

[Post-Chorus]

I have got to, I have got to

I have got to get away 'fore I'm out of my mind

I thought too hard, I lost you

Y'all try and stop, who really loves you? What you tryin' to find?