if and when

[Prelude]

I get drunk

I get high (so high)

No thought in my mind

Each day could be

The last I see

[Verse 1]

Head ain't straight

Bed ain't made

Ain't got head in days

But never threw in the mic if it was handed had to do what was right

Even if I′m getting booed tonight I'm getting booed tonight

I′m with my crew tonight

Even just me and Sammy were my crew tonight

I got a life to live say it like I had a wife and kids

And I don't but I won't if this is how my life persists

I gotta wipe them prints

Got to move on let go of the life I lived

I′ve got a bone to pick

I got a zone to get

Ain't you gotta let me hone this shit

[Chorus]

If and when I get my shit together, find my center

Get in my prime

Only time could tell ya

If and when or will this be me till the bitter end

As the gods cry rise my umbrella

Well I prayed for rain, stayed my self, shit don't stay the same

If and when I make a change, stake a claim

If and when I and I won't know till that change is made

Shit I'll try anything to take away the pain

[Verse 2]

Apologetic or not

If you got it I get it

If not I got it

Get out the spot

Dip

You could talk your whole shit

But shit always gotta give the credit to Akh

Salt and pepper with the ketchup on top

For those days that was the only thing my ass would get up and cop

It was bacon egg and cheese or bacon lettuce with the cheddar and pop

Soda on the side but shorty always tryna make eat better and stop

All of the drinkin′ what is she thinkin'

Really what better than shots

Until you get up your head in a knot

No bread in your pocket shit

In bed with a bop

[Verse 3]

Or on the A on the last stop out in Far Rock

Wake up face covered in snot and the place all covered with cops

Yeah that's a ticket now that′s on top

Of all the bridges you burnt when you was all sauced

All of the friends lost, all of the ends gone

Mm mm

But paid the cost to be the boss

Paid the cost to be the don

Who you?

Yeah me motherfucker, the one with no teeth motherfucker

You goin' see

Told the homies growth is key, lock it down throw the key

On these sucker MCs word to mother every word I mutter tryna seize

A single moment and how it seems, a single breeze

The birds and the bees

Here and now you heard it from me

Which version of me do I need

And which is a burden to be

Shit we gonna certainly see

[Chorus]

If and when I get my shit together find my center

Get in my prime

Only time could tell ya

If and when or will this be me till the bitter end

As the gods cry rise my umbrella

Well I prayed for rain, stayed my self, shit don't stay the same

If and when I make a change stake a claim

If and when I and I won't know till that change is made

Shit I ′ll try anything to take away the pain

[Outro]

Let it be, bad bitch

Chemistry, I have this

But savage

Rather, chemically imbalanced

Shit might ruin a life

Shit I ruined mine twice

Left it in ruins

Any advice

Cause I ain't doing shit right