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mxmtoon – feelings are fatal (Tessa Violet edit) (2019) | Track profile | Dork

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feelings are fatal (Tessa Violet edit)

Release date: 26th April 2019

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"feelings are fatal (Tessa Violet edit)" is a track by mxmtoon, from the album plum blossom (the edits), released 26th April 2019. Full lyrics are available below. Dork has published 20 articles about mxmtoon.

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Lyrics

feelings are fatal (Tessa Violet edit)

[Verse 1: mxmtoon]

I'm happy for you, I'm smiling for you

I'd do anything for you, for you

It’s always for you and never for me

And I need it to stop so let me tell you, please

[Chorus: mxmtoon]

I'm always sad and I'm always lonely

But I can’t tell you that I'm breaking slowly

Closed doors, locked in, no keys

Keeping my feelings hidden, there is no ease

I need it to stop and I want to be able to open up

But my feelings are fatal, my feelings are fatal

[Verse 2: Tessa Violet]

How many times must I keep it inside

I need to let go and I swear that I've tried

But opening up means trusting others

And that’s just too much, I don’t want to bother

So I'll keep it inside and bury it deep

I know it’s not healthy but you won’t hear a peep

[Chorus: Tessa Violet & Both]

Though I'm always sad and I'm always lonely

I could never tell you that I'm breaking slowly

Closed doors, locked in, no keys

Keeping my feelings hidden, there is no ease

I need it to stop and I want to be able to open up

But my feelings are fatal, my feelings are fatal

My feelings are fatal, my feelings are fatal

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2019

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Writer: mxmtoon, Tessa Violet
Producer: mxmtoon, Tessa Violet