Far

(How do I deal with rejection?)
(I'm dealing with a lot of rejection right now)
(It makes me feel very small)
(Oh, that's great)
(If nobody wants you, you're free)

Try to watch all on my silhouette
Try to watch all my emotions
Need a few brews, need a palm tree
I be drinking in private, don't call me to party it up
F- on your for cardio
Took a dip and he fell in love right away
I put my feelings on layaway (ah)

Done being used, done playing stupid
Done faking cool
(I don't want none of that s-, I don't want it)
Done being screwed, done feeling clueless
That's how you do
(I don't want none of that s-, got me runnin' so)

Far, far, like I don't recognize me
Far (far), far 'cause I lеt you define me
I'm far, far 'causе I can't trust nobody
Far, stay far, it's so far

Lately, I feel less cool than before
(Already under my bed about)
(Don't need you around to tell me I'm special)
Made you check your bull at the door
(Got it every time, need to feed my ego)
(Nobody wanted to be my hero)

Always on my mind, trust is hard find
Everything reminds me of us
I just want my sanity back
Better than being your enemy
(Better than letting go, scared of that, oh)

Done being used, done playing stupid
Done being cool
(I don't want none of that s-, I ain't goin')
Done getting screwed, done playing clueless
That's how you do
(I don't want none of that s-, got me runnin' so)

Far, far, like I don't recognize me
Far, far 'cause I let you define me
I'm far, far 'cause I can't trust nobody
Far, stay far, it's so far

I remember when you had me upside down
Stressed me out and turned me out, it's all back now
I remember when I wasn't so burnt out
I'd rather that than be your enemy, ready to let it go

Dragging me far, far, like I don't recognize me
Far (far), far 'cause I let you define me
I'm far, far 'cause I can't trust nobody
Far, stay far, it's so far