It Ain't Easy

[Verse 1]

Madness talks to me just like a hummingbird

Soft and sweet, I'm ready to run wild

All my life I've tried to fill this hole in me

With movies, music, books, conversations

But the intrigue grows and the fascination weighs on me

To live so free that dying feels like well-earned sleep

There's a bigger picture, I just can't adjust my eyes

An illusion book I've been working on since i was 5

[Chorus]

It ain't easy

To live the life you should

It ain't easy

To feel misunderstood

But I hope you all feel proud

Finding balance upside down

It ain't easy to just be

[Verse 2]

I'm worried you'll do something you'll regret

When I'm not around to fix a drink or calm your head

Confusion runs through all of us from time to time

Like liquid from the bottle passed from your lips onto mine

I've been searching for the answer to an unattainable question

I don't know why I thought I'd find it

In the bedrooms of strangers and rock & roll

Maybe I did?

Who gives a shit?

[Chorus]

It ain't easy

To live the life you should

It ain't easy

To feel misunderstood

But I hope you all feel proud

Finding balance upside down

It ain't easy to just be

To just be

To just be

[Outro]

Somewhere between calm and chaos (To just be)

Somewhere between calm and chaos (Just be)

You'll find peace