Written and Rephrased

I now know that there is no escape
No expiration that will be my grace
No release
From what i wake up with every single day
I see your face behind the flames
Fingers pick scabs to blood
No healing no restoration
I'd do anything to keep it away
Anything for a moment of peace
Anything but do what they say
Anything but admit that maybe i'm not okay
Anything but say that I like feeling this way
No more hesitation
Instigated by my own chemistry
No comfort in your company
No need to repeat anymore
Because now i'm listening to every word that you ever said
Waiting for an explanation to how you got in my head
Everything i've learned written and rephrased
Progression of nothing it all stays the same
The same the same
I still can't be left alone
I'm still rotting away
My brain is the hammered stone where you built your home
The home where we both lived for as long as I can remember
They say satisfaction is the death of desire
But no one knows how deep in this mire
I have found myself
And i'm so tired
I'm so tired
Of not being strong
Of not being proud or brave
Cause I don't know how much more of this I can take
When this has become my everyday
I know love had to leave
But why did I have to stay
Take me
Please take me
Take me
Please take me away