Blame's Burden

I can hardly breathe, my blood can't hold its heat

I'm right where I'm supposed to be but I'm still not happy

Life was so simple when I was miserable

The unspoken struggle of moving on

You lose all concept of life when you live one day at a time

I'm not prepared for this

Not ready for all the years I never thought I'd see

Not ready to let down all the people that care about me

Chipping away at the edges

Joy tends to vanish once it's noticed

I'm better than I've ever been and I won't pretend I'm not

When I've come so close to giving up

After all the years I spent wanting to self destruct

Hold my hand, wish away the red stains (I can hardly breathe)

I lack direction to run straight away, so hold my hand

I can hardly breathe, my blood can't hold its heat

I'm right where I'm supposed to be but I'm still not happy

Life was so simple when I was miserable

The unspoken struggle of moving on (Moving on)

I wish that I could disappear

That I could fade into the grey

Without the burden of anyone missing me

Without the burden of the blame