If I Had a Heart

[Chorus: Avalon Young]

If I had a heart, I'd probably stop taking you back

If I had a heart, I'd probably start painting it black

And I'm sorry that I'm so weak

If I had a heart, I'd probably give you all of me

[Verse 1: Karizma]

You crumble me, you kill me with your subtlety

Watched you wave goodbye like troubled seas

Is feeling hurt what "love you" means?

I just miss when you were still here

But you're with someone different this year

You found another way to stop tears

While I'm in my bedroom crying

[Chorus: Avalon Young]

If I had a heart, I'd probably stop taking you back

If I had a heart, I'd probably start painting it black

And I'm sorry that I'm so weak

If I had a heart, I'd probably give you all of me

[Verse 2: Karizma]

You care for me, you were there when no one cared to be

But you took my heart to tear the seams

And you were first in line to bury me

I just miss when we would hold hands

And we'd dig our toes into the cold sand

I told myself I'd never get this sad

But I'm in my bathroom dying

[Chorus: Avalon Young]

If I had a heart, I'd probably stop taking you back

If I had a heart, I'd probably start painting it black

And I'm sorry that I'm so weak

If I had a heart, I'd probably give you all of me

[Bridge: Karizma and Avalon Young]

Why do you fuck with my heart?

I don't know, I don't know

We fogged up my father's car long ago, long ago

And all these scars you've left on me

Are paper cuts to memories

I'll forget you eventually. I don't know, I don't know