Friends

Found out I was far from perfect
You walked out of my life because
I'm never gonna change

Made my way to
The bottom of this empty townhome
Where I, I hid myself away

It's the only way to escape
When I wanna run away
You were bad news most days
Yeah, that's what my brain said

Screamed out, "I'm such an awful shit"
You say I'm such a hypocrite
That's exactly how I'll stay

Millimeters gap into a mile
I feel myself poured out as
Bad news, the burden of a name

But you never took my name
Did you wanna run away?
I am a monster these days
That's what your friends say

And can I be this miserable now?
I fall apart when I'm off by myself
And who is gonna love you now?

My love is buried with my ideals
Buried with your shallow heart
That's sprouted wings and flown

Found out I never loved anyone
Anyone is perfect
I think I'll die alone