If I Have To Be Alone

[Verse 1]

If I have to be alone

Then I should make my mind serene

After all you're born alone, you die alone

You might as well spend every moment in between alone

But if I have to be alone

Then it will be on my own terms

I can never talk about it, ever show it

Even though the world is watching while I squirm alone

[Pre-Chorus 1]

And your bleeding heart friends say, "isn't it sad? "

Then they go make love

While you go insane. insane!

It drives you mad! mad!

[Chorus]

My mind, I love my mind

And if no one can feel the same

I'm a computer with a name

And I've got no one else to blame

If I have to be alone

[Verse 2]

And if nobody understands

That special creature that is me

And if they fail to see the me I see

Then no one else knows truly what it means

To be alone

[Pre-Chorus 2]

Maybe once in a lifetime you lose your will

Then you can let down your guard

But they cower in fear. in fear

It makes you ill! Ill!

[Chorus 2 - Outro]

My heart, my burning heart

And if no one will quench the flame

I'm not obliged to do the same

And then they'll have to share the blame

Because I have to be alone

Because I have to be alone

But I don't want to be alone