Death Perception

I’ve about had it with my antics Overdramatic, and manic i’m unbalanced Bitter romantic and problematic Might as well kill me while you’re at it Defeated and hopeless I’m sure most of you know this Sedate me maybe then I won’t feel so empty Regressing to cope so that I can feel something Defeated and hopeless Tragedy at your service Anxiety and anger you make me nervous Come without warning and then leave when you feel like it Killing my mood, killed off the smile Please why won’t you take me away for awhile I can’t resist, this helpless bliss Mental demons hard to dismiss Flirting with disaster, a still born bastard I don't matter With nothing to show, a loser, a head case, with a headspace still sinking below Still sinking below I’m sinking below Sinking alone I wanna be somebody else Sinking below, replace me This mess i am I wanna be somebody else I wanna feel something inside me Rebuilding I wanna be somebody else I wanna feel something other than guilt Am I gone? I can’t tell Doing all that I can to lose myself Mental demons hard to dismiss Troubled senses we coexist It’s raining it’s pouring, the reaper is calling And here I am still drowning Needles and pins // Needles and pins Insecurity builds, overthinking begins Tell me when all of this ends Dealing the devil’s hand again