Emptiness and Everything In Between

Sickness worked its way in

Keep praying to these demons within

I always give in, in hell I dwell

Born into misery, it loves my company

Resentment it knows me best, give into it so easily (it’s) a feeling I can’t repress

Constricted lungs and a lurching gut

Latching onto this vacancy it's become my crutch

You can say i’m still built on mistakes, day by day still swallowing more than I can take

And Misery my one and only company, I guess i’m lucky someone still loves me

You can say i’m still built on mistakes, day by day still swallowing more than I can take

Sickness worked its way in

I’m right back to where I began

Praying to these demons within

I hate that they always win

Bad days and disappointment all that’s become relevant

Time is moving on and I just can’t keep up with it

I’m a nobody i’m nothing special

I second guess myself i’m overwhelmed by the pressure

Trapped in this place of uncertainty

Here I am empty and everything in between

Sedate this feeling that’s wasting me away

Absence of light, i’m losing faith

Unwanted and still unloved

I’ll always be convinced that i’m not good enough

All the days are starting to feel the same

And i’m afraid this is something that i’ll never shake

I’m continuing to split at the seams

All I have is emptiness and everything in between

I've been wondering where i've been

I've been wondering where I went to

We all hide behind a mask

Behind closed doors you've seen what I am

And in my time alone i've come to find

Forever a victim to my own mind

We are victims to our own minds