Sick // Tired

My head is a prison

That nobody visits

I’m stuck in this hell

And I can’t find an exit

I wish things were different

I wish I could help it

Stress keeps building

I can’t fucking fix this

I'm a victim to my own mind

Anxious all the damn time

Not too far from the edge

I'm hanging by a fine line

I'm a stranger in my own skin

Unhinged emotions

What's it like to feel real?

I've lost it again

I’m obsessed with doing the wrong thing

I never learn from my mistakes, it’s a routine

I’ll always be second best, it’s something that I learned to live with

I am a train wreck

I guess I am who I am

I don’t expect you to understand

I can’t move on I can’t progress

Stuck in a standstill, i’m here stagnant

Relapsing on the aftermath of the old me

My old ways composed of demon limbs and a rope swing

Can't snap out of it this the reality

Of a lost mind with a destructive personality

Useless and irrelevant

Worthless and incompetent

Intolerable and belligerent

I can't even make sense of it

I'm sick of everything (i'm sick sick sick of everything)

I'm sick of everything x2