Cycle Breaker

[Verse 1]

You used to say that I was too fragile for the world

Now I think that you were just too hard on me

It's all coming to me now, it's like I'm stuck in our old house

Your worst mistakes projected on a big screen

[Chorus]

I've learned that my subconscious is a good secret keeper

The things I buried years ago are screaming out in pain

Every answer I unearth digs the hole deeper

You don't think I'm the victim? Fine, I'll be the cycle breaker

[Verse 2]

I have gaps in my memory where a childhood should be

And evеry time you raise your voice, it all floods back

And I should bе grateful for the change

Thanking God we're not estranged

But sometimes it feels like I'm talkin' to the old dad

[Chorus]

I've learned that my subconscious is a good secret keeper

The things I buried years ago are screaming out in pain

Every answer I unearth digs the hole deeper

You don't think I'm the victim? Fine, I'll be the cycle breaker

[Bridge]

I know you're not the man you once were

You're not a collection of your worst moments

I try to separate from all the hurt

But that's easier said when it feels so potent

And being angry won't fix a thing

The more that I ruminate, the more that it stings

Filling the gaps in my memory

Where a childhood should be

[Outro]

I have gaps in my memory

Where a childhood should be

I have gaps in my memory

Where a childhood should be