Body Back

My body knew something I didn't
Okay, I knew, but I wouldn't admit it
You once told me while watching our show
"You know that it's over as soon as the sex goes"

You'd call it a dry spell when I wasn't into it
You wallowed and whined when I wouldn't do it
All of my instincts you somehow dulled
You made it so inconvenient to say no

I'm getting back in my body
I'm getting my body back

I'm getting back in my body
I'm getting my body back

I'm getting back in my body
I'm getting my body back

You say that it didn't happen
The way I remember, the way that it happened
Then you walk it back and say it wasn't on purpose
A misunderstanding, a one-off occurrence

You think you're infallible
You think you're a good guy
And that's part of the problem
Reverse, attack, deny

You were supposed to keep my body the safest
Now you're another man who's betrayed it

I'm getting back in my body
I'm getting my body back

I'm getting back in my body
I'm getting my body back

I'm getting back in my body
I'm getting my body back

I'm scared the next time I have sex that I'll end up crying
I'm scared that every man is secretly evil or lying
I fight with you in my head, in the shower, while I'm driving
I hate that I'm cleaning your mess while you pretend you're thriving

When I told Ella what happened she started crying for me
All I could think of was all the holes you'd poke in my story
I don't know why I care what you think or if you believe me
I just wish you were sorry, I just want back my body

I'm getting back in my body
I'm getting my body back

I'm getting back in my body
I'm getting my body back

I'm getting back in my body
I'm getting my body back

You'll never see this from my side
You'll never admit your wrongs
You'll hate my guts so much when you finally hear this song
But I'm done making excuses, I'm done cutting you slack

I'm getting back in my body
I'm getting my body back