For You

[Verse 1: Ekoh]

Yeah

And I’ve been thinking

I just wanna get away from this place

The love and the way that it tastes

I’ll probably feel better in outer space

But I’m here in my bed with these songs

And it's 8pm, I think I hate my friends

Cuz they’re all on drugs, so we just make pretend—

That everything’s alright

Everything’s alright, when you don’t have to feel

And you forgot last night

Yeah, I’m 14, staring up at the ceiling in my room

Glow in the dark stars peeling off of the roof

Thinking the universe isn’t far but it's huge

And I’ve never felt so small

[Refrain: Ekoh]

And I just wish

That someone would call

And tell me I’m ok

You’re supposed to fall

[Verse 2: Ekoh]

Yeah, but pick it back up

And most of these people ain’t real, they just act tough

They say a strong man doesn’t show emotions

But the weakest ones left are the ones who can’t love, uh

They say it's all in my head

And I be pulling up the covers and the sheets in my bed

Life ain’t like the movies and the books I read

But they look so happy and I wish it was me

So, I’ve got a lot to say

Terrified that you won’t listen to it anyway

So I just write it all down with this pen

Lay back and I wait for the world to end

[Chorus: Drowsy]

I am not strong

Just hanging on

But I’ll do my best for you

It’s never harder to

To try and muster on

But I can’t leave the rest for you

[Verse 3: Ekoh]

Yeah, and Superman is a hero that we all think we like

But we only relate with him cuz of the Kryptonite

A human condition

A chink in the armor

I got a blur in my vision

And now I think of my father

And how he left and I can never forgive him for what he did

But how do I really know that I wouldn’t have done the same as him?

Easy to say when you don’t walk in his shoes

And haven’t built up enough to have something to lose

Yeah, I lost another day of the week

Laying in my room, not awake or asleep

And death kinda sounds like a vacation to me

They said, "Escape’s down the road, it's not across the street"

Fucking tripping, living with negative disposition

I been hoping that magic is really magic, but it isn’t

And I think that I’m in love but she don’t notice my existence

So I guess a human touch doesn’t accurately measure distance

It’s a vicious cycle when depression really gets in

Wonder if it's circumstance or predisposition

And all these teachers don’t listen

I’m not driven

I don’t even have a key in the ignition, yeah

I’ve got a lot to say

But I know that you won’t listen to it anyway

So I just write it all down with this pen

Lay back and I wait for the world to end

[Refrain: Ekoh]

And I just wish that someone would call

And tell me I’m ok

You’re supposed to fall

[Chorus: Drowsy]

I am not strong

Just hanging on

But I’ll do my best for you

It’s never harder to

To try and muster on

But I can’t leave the rest

I am not strong

Just hanging on

But I’ll do my best for you

It’s never harder to

To try and muster on

But I can’t leave the rest for you

[Outro]

Well, of course

See, that’s what so [?] insane about it

We’re laughing back at you

See, we’re here in the future

And you, you’re there in the past

That’s what so [?] insane about it

We’re laughing back at you

And he who laughs last laughs best