where’d you go

[Intro]

Where'd you go?

I miss you so

And I don’t think I've ever felt so alone

[Verse 1]

Yo, some days they just don't hit

Some days I wanna quit

Give up all the music shit and dip

I used to think that this would make me happy if I made it but lately I’ve just been so uninspired and keep complaining 'bout everything in my life and home

I'm always on the phone

More people listen now but I've never felt more alone

And I don't know if that's a product of the job

Or more the fact I call it a job now and I refuse to stop

When I feel I'm rundown to try to see my friends

If you ignorе enough of 'em, you’ll stop recеiving texts

And when I am around ’em I'm too stuck inside my head

So then I don’t enjoy the moment, I just fear the day it ends so

I want you to know I'm a little fucked up

And I just can't shake it

More close to breaking than I've ever been at any point in my whole life

Stayin’ up and I'm talkin to myself like—

[Chorus]

Where'd you go?

I miss you so

And I don't think I've ever felt so alone

Where'd you go?

I miss you so

And I don't think I've ever felt so alone

Please come back home

{Verse 2]

Yeah

My girl loves, but don't know if she's still in love with me

I ain't had a drug but don't feel like I'm in recovery

Overthink the future then everything starts to fuck with me

Feel like I'll get used for this content until they're done with me

But I should be happy, look at these numbers doubling

All the while the thoughts have just gradually gotten troubling

Got an empty tank it's just fear and depression runnin' me

While I built this up my life was crumbling down

They say that everything in life is beautiful

I try to keep that that in the forefront of my mind, but

Yesterday I fantasized my funeral

And that's the happiest I've been in some time, so

I don't know what's goin' on

But I know it used to help when I would put it in these songs

I always feared that I would end up here just like my mom

When she would isolate and get depressed then try to end it all, ugh

Yea, it's scary cuz I finally understand

That all the things you thought would fix the problems really can't

Like why the fuck I feel this way if nothing's really bad?

Cuz happiness is not the absence of being sad, so

I guess I'm kinda fucked up and I just can't shake it

More close to breakin' than I've ever been at any point in my whole life

Lookin back at all the good times we felt like—

[Chorus]

Where'd you go?

I miss you so

And I don't think I've ever felt so alone

Where'd you go?

I miss you so

And I don't think I've ever felt so alone

Please come back home